Sunday, 22 November 2009

  • where's your soul


    i know im not the best friend best date best gf best daughter. in fact, a really bad one in all aspect.
    i always know....that imma really bad friend.
    its weird. but i never really try to do anything abt it.
    at least, not enough, not enough.
    i always thought im good, as a gf.
    yea, i really thought so.
    self denial plays a part.
    i always make an effort to be a good daughter.
    i try not to stray off.
    but i failed at times.
    i've a bad habit to kick.
    i srsly think the world doesn't just revolve around me anymore.
    i'll be there when i expect people to be there.
    gotta start packing and have a lil heart
    really need one
    im like the worst stranger ya?

Monday, 16 November 2009

  • in motion



    engrossed in kikiberry


    okay, the previous plan didn't work at all.
    but but but now, it has been a grand total of 10days.
    satan called but i resisted. awesome much?
    the times i wondered.
    when you decided to have some harmless fun but held back
    cause you know your actions might hurt someone?

    sadly, the ego doesn't allow such nonsense.
    it just hit me sometimes.
    annoyed ttm, no joke.
    unhealthy unhealthy


    *stabs myself


    Black Lady Dior Long Wallet in Cannage Lambskin


    oh nooooo 
    *pouts

    side note, why no Jill Stuart?!


    dec coming. which means xmas coming.
    im still dreading it...




Wednesday, 14 October 2009

  • hello world


    3 days. im good.
    the curve is going down, i supposed?
    gon mug mug mug. maximum utility baby
    i've sooo many things in mind. the list goes on forever
    buying things every other day.
    im glad retail therapy still works for me.
    for a period of time, i thought im already immune to it. lucky me.


    this whole week is just weird. or im weird like that.
    good thing that i didn't wonder off for long, i hope?
    the earth is still spinning round round round.
    nothing ever stop. its not good in a way. you know sometimes we tend to miss out on certain things.
    and you realized you missed the stop. miss your time.
    am i late, always? no? or perhaps our timings just doesn't coincide.
    hello stalker




    trying to keep my schedule as packed as possible.
    can't stand doing nothing know...



    the games aint fun anymore
    where are my prizes?
    and i hate to get better at it

Sunday, 11 October 2009

  • starstrucked

    we didn't keep our cool
    something just blow it.
    it just happened.
    now i don't see it coming anymore
    maybe things will be different then
    no more tension
    the first one ever.


    my bad this time
    it sucks cause i didn't have a chance to say what i wanted to....

Sunday, 20 September 2009

  • .:.unknowingly

    saving plan failed  t o t a l l y
    need some scarves. amazing. i can never stand the sight of them.
    let alone having one on me.
    it makes me feel suffocated.restrictions
    idk when i've developed a liking for them. weird
    basics. more jeans.
    Jeans Jeans Jeans





    i never knew you could made me tear
    除了谢谢 我只能说抱歉
    sorry for being selfish

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

  • ps


    so 140909 saw me leaving the centre gleefully and the old witch even asked me to text her if i wanna go back and work during the holidays sorry but hell no am i going to go back to that pigeonhole its like hansel and gretel kids get lured in and only to find themselves in a lion's den now that i've a whole lot of free time on hand it feels weird idk what triggers off this serenity in me i need some fresh air the only time i dont have to talk is when im at home i cant go anywhere either things i wanna do i cant do oh yeah i need to go shopping alone one of these days i just dont see anyone around not anymore and how come no one in the world has yet to come up with a rilakkuma bb theme kikiberry dies on me everyday her lifespan so short omg she's so nice but rude you dont just shut down on me like that




    out of sight out of mind

    til then

Saturday, 05 September 2009

Tuesday, 25 August 2009

  • vanity





    cant believe im craving for mee goreng(instant vers.)
    NOW NOW NOW




    lovin` the glittery nails sher babe did for me





    hello kitty film next time?


    srsly, i wonder how i'll look with braces.
    after much procrastination, finally had the courage to do so.
    im sooo lucky that i don't have to extract any tooth.
    it'll be up on coming fri.
    *excited
    meanwhile, the dentist insert rubber bands in between my teeth to make space for the metal braces.
    its causing my gums to feel sore and all.
    can't eat my food in peace
    god bless for the upcoming week.
     



    having glittery nails mascara face doesn't mean that im a bimbo
    you old witch
    argh, i wonder how long more i can put up with all these nonsense


    加油加油







Tuesday, 04 August 2009

  • impulsive disorder

     

    always think that seasonal items are no good yet i still buy them. why? such appealing to the eyes. but chuck it aside after using it for like 2-3 times? cause the interest fades away as fast as it comes, never lasting. paid a great deal of it and end up in regrets. okay, maybe not but still, the pinch is there. invest in a timeless classic then. it may or may not be expensive but its def hard to come by. at least, for one that really suits your style and serve you well. get what i meant?

     

    vivi's def acting like an adult now happy02  no longer a babyemotion_sign3

    hehe :p

    V 011

     

     

    its just over the weekends. 

    *smile108

    01082009067

     

Friday, 31 July 2009

  • the better one

     

    i dont even know how it'll turn out to be like. told mike to wake up his idea maybe i should wake up mine. never seen someone so ridiculous. what to do? dont like it when my head spins round and round. victory, no? you cant help it when people assume and jump to conclusion. frustrating at times, yes. assumptions cloud reality. leaves you feeling in doubts. dont like it when people makes assumptions regarding me. they just dont get the picture. what you see is not what it seems to be. always tell myself not to look at the surface. you're wrong, totally wrong. perhaps its time i get it fix. im sure it'll make me look so much better right. was it me or the soya bean. i actually thought it taste empty. like empty? you don't listen as well. no one listens....sometimes i just need to type some irrelevant rantings. bits and pieces, here and there.

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