engrossed in kikiberry


okay, the previous plan didn't work at all.
but but but now, it has been a grand total of 10days.
satan called but i resisted. awesome much?
the times i wondered.
when you decided to have some harmless fun but held back
cause you know your actions might hurt someone?

sadly, the ego doesn't allow such nonsense.
it just hit me sometimes.
annoyed ttm, no joke.
unhealthy unhealthy


*stabs myself


Black Lady Dior Long Wallet in Cannage Lambskin


oh nooooo 
*pouts

side note, why no Jill Stuart?!


dec coming. which means xmas coming.
im still dreading it...

we didn't keep our cool
something just blow it.
it just happened.
now i don't see it coming anymore
maybe things will be different then
no more tension
the first one ever.


my bad this time
it sucks cause i didn't have a chance to say what i wanted to....

so 140909 saw me leaving the centre gleefully and the old witch even asked me to text her if i wanna go back and work during the holidays sorry but hell no am i going to go back to that pigeonhole its like hansel and gretel kids get lured in and only to find themselves in a lion's den now that i've a whole lot of free time on hand it feels weird idk what triggers off this serenity in me i need some fresh air the only time i dont have to talk is when im at home i cant go anywhere either things i wanna do i cant do oh yeah i need to go shopping alone one of these days i just dont see anyone around not anymore and how come no one in the world has yet to come up with a rilakkuma bb theme kikiberry dies on me everyday her lifespan so short omg she's so nice but rude you dont just shut down on me like that




out of sight out of mind

til then

 

i dont even know how it'll turn out to be like. told mike to wake up his idea maybe i should wake up mine. never seen someone so ridiculous. what to do? dont like it when my head spins round and round. victory, no? you cant help it when people assume and jump to conclusion. frustrating at times, yes. assumptions cloud reality. leaves you feeling in doubts. dont like it when people makes assumptions regarding me. they just dont get the picture. what you see is not what it seems to be. always tell myself not to look at the surface. you're wrong, totally wrong. perhaps its time i get it fix. im sure it'll make me look so much better right. was it me or the soya bean. i actually thought it taste empty. like empty? you don't listen as well. no one listens....sometimes i just need to type some irrelevant rantings. bits and pieces, here and there.