omg. am i gon abandon xanga for tumblr?
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“There are people who have money and people who are rich.”

Coco Chanel

Bad day? you tell me.
woke up with cramps and a slight headache = Brunch canceled
3 tuitions consecutively. call me wondergirl!
milk tea that tasted like chendol. but still sweet   thanks

no school no tuition tmr.
finally my favourite day is here
plan is go for shopping and tea with k
*stress free



doesn't seem to have the luxury of time to do the things i love, anymore.
everyone is sooo stressed up and of course, yours truly is affected.
didn't you know that stress is contagious? 



anyway, feb is approaching.
busy mth? hope not.
idk if i should celebrate my 21st
tsk tsk.



people around are all getting married/attached.
love is in the air?

attended Yueting's wedding on sun at Mandarin.
saw familiar and unfamiliar faces.
being me, i just sat there quietly.





went for fang's 'sisters' fitting recently too.
soooo tedious to change in and out of those dresses ohmygoodness
finally settled for a purple satin tube dress but a tad too long for me? idk. simple.



with steph around, there'll bound to be abit of camwhoring taking place.



srsly felt like stabbing myself when i saw these photos.
why did i cut my fringe ?!?! omg
should have just leave it the way it is :/
sooo prefer the way i looked then.

the bride-to-be




seems like a far-fetch thing to me.
shouldn't even be thinking abt it. no time no energy no nothing.
got better things on hand, in mind.
certainly not the time yet.

 

there's so much more in life
so lil time
 

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such darlings





ViVi time!!!


saw my rilakkuma file and the lil toy attached to my pink bottle?

too bad, i was too rough and i bent the metal thingy for my bb usb cable.
now i can't transfer kikikori photo to my vaio and share on my blog
(not that many knows of my blog anyway. hehe)
kikikori is the new member to the kiki family
she's a korilakkuma!
wanted to get the rilakkuma but was sold out :\






such a long lasting scent, my incentive, for curbing my essence.
lovin` it along with Dior, Addict.




All that glitters, aren't really gold at all.


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Maybe im finally in a place where the layers of superficiality have been peeled away.


Last night of 09 was a good teary one. i was sober, more sober than ever. Heartfelt confessions - lovers&friends. couldn't exactly describe the feeling. at least i hope its real. maybe i really need people around me. still adjusting to the change tho. feels weird shifting out of my comfort zone but lovin` the new me. im talking now. saying things and i meant it. things i don't even say under the influence of alcohol. idk since when i've become so vulnerable in handling my own emotions. i guess its all your fault. you make me realized how weak i can be. i never like the idea of having someone to know me. it scares me. no good. i kinda hate you for that. i ran away. i thought i could just deal with it and go but it came back to haunt me. truth is, its not that you're not good enough, really. maybe we can't be best friends.

Fireworks was fantastic. totally blown off by the sparkles. so near yet so far. we were at a different bridge and was able to see where we were, 3 yrs back. different positions different scenarios different emotions. what lost is gone. yes, you went back and pick it up but things have really changed. lost memories. im not oblivious to the new you but maybe its all too late. you promised the future but i can't deny the past.

New gfs! probably one of the best things that happened for the year. someone told me last night that people come and go. no doubt, i know that since a long way back but its different this time. im no longer nonchalant. i feel people slipping away and i don't feel good about it. there's nothing i can do. not in a position to do so.
communication communication. im always lacking in that department.
we're going to communicate more right? (:*



gon embrace the fact that i need to grow up.
harsh reality
each yr, i would tell myself to be more appreciative but it never work without fail.
actions make the promises seems redundant.
away with the vendetta.
here comes the favourite hero.
where's mine?




small small heart.


2010 will be good.
Looking forward to removing my braces!!!
Looking forward to Fang's wedding.
Looking forward to the days without getting wasted.
Looking forward to the days with people around me and knowing i need them.
Looking forward to the new me.








加油加油

they stood still in front of me but i just wouldn't budge.
think im really doing fine this time.
finally a day at home.

first time ever.
what can i say?

school, work and god-knows-what
busy busy people
im not whining
im not exactly very okay with this.
what to do?